Wednesday, April 7, 2010

HATE THIS LIFE. :[[

Everything's just too complicated right now.. unlike my latter post, everything's not good right now. Lots of problems keeps on coming inside my mind right now.

Yeah, I got to meet my dad, but he doesn't show--or made me FEEL that i'm his daughter.! Yeah, at first he did efforts to help me at my current state but months after meeting him, I can't feel him anymore. Especially NOW THAT I NEED HIM SO MUCH..Dad, if you're reading this, then I'm telling this for you: Bakit hindi mo kayang gampanan ung pagiging tatay mo sa akin lalo na ngayon na kailangang kailangan kita--FINANCIALLY AND PHYSICALLY??? Sometimes I just feel that meeting you was just a waste of time. ANO BA???!!??


That's just one of my mind-fcking problems right now. I don't wanna elaborate them one by one as my mind is ready to explode any minute right now.


GOD, PLEASE END MY SUFFERING. BRING BACK ALL THE HAPPINESS I SHOULD BE HAVING RIGHT NOW. :( can't stand it anymore..

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