LA-LA.

You know what, I was suppose to post a blog here the other day kaso na-churva nanaman tong net ko.[well, I think you can understand what I said, diba diba? hehe.lolx.]


Well, right now the only thing I can say is ANTOK na ANTOK na ako! Ilan days na rin kasi akong puyat eh. GEE. malalim na nga ata eyebags ko. huhu.

Wanna know what's new with the worm? Ayun. It wasn't moving anymore. Pero I think hindi pa yun patay eh. Kasi I can still see signs of that thingy evolving. Parang may nagbabago sa kanya everyday. BLAH. I'm too lazy to upload the pic. Maybe tommorrow, i'll try--kung hindi pa ako mag-hiatus.[sana hindi,sana hindi.X(]



illmissyouuublog. <3.


[**Masama parin loob ko sa kanila. You know who I am talking to. And try to guess WHY.]

DAY TWO [BABY WORM.]

Wahahaha! I got new pics of the worm today! And see it's evolution for yourselves. XD.

oohh-weee! Cocoon na siya! wahahahaha XD.

LATE UPDATE:

Yesterrrday I forgot to tell you na nag-away kami ni master. OH WELL. ATTITUDE kasi! Siya yun ah, di ako. And in the middle of our fight, napuno na ako UBER sa kanya! Guess what I did? Simple lang naman-----I BROKE MY SIM CARD AS IN SINIRA KO SIM CARD KO. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Pero ok lang yun kasi may reserved akong sim na fewer and lesser people ang nakakaalam nung number. Kaya sa mga hindi ko sinabihan ng bagong number ko nung birthday ko, PASENSYAHAN. It was REALLY my intention of NOT telling you my digits. Wanna have my number? GET IT AT YOUR OWN RISK. BTW hindi nga pala alam ni master and grandmaster yung new digits ko. But grandmaster can easily find a way on getting my new number. Dami kasi nyan sources haha. Pero si master? NEVER. Unless he risk himself in asking his batchmates for my new number--and his consequence for asking that is...well, MAPAHIYA. HAHA.

-------you can say that i'm the evil of all evil, but don't you think that it's a way to find out if someone really DOES like/love/miss you? EVIL WAY NGA LANG. XP.-------

OH WELL. BACK TO HIATUS.

illmissyouuuublog! <3.

FRIGGIN' TIRED.

Yaaaah GREAT! 12:43am na pero i'm still here sitting like a priestess in front of my PC[lolx.] Anyway, I might be in HIATUS so I really tried to update my blog for now.
Okay I just wanna share my final TDDR AMV tribute.[I didn't mean I'm not going to create AMVs anymore, it's just for TDDR.haha.] Baka gumawa pa ako ng v2 nyan. It was out of synch kasi. haha..!ü

ENJOY! ;))

Another, remember the higad attack I've experienced? Well, this is kinda crazy but...I have it now as a pet! wahahahaha XD. And take note, the little worm is kinda transforming into a butterfly! weeee. Kasi parang he's creating a cocoon na. Here are the pics.ü

SEE??? hahahaha. THAT's FOR NOW.

i'llmissyouuuublog!<3

I HATE THIS DAY UBERRR..!

Grrr.. just REALLY HATE IT!

2 days ago, we started texting again[me & master] and guess what he told me awhile ago? AS USUAL. HE'S DESPERADO to HAVE ME BACK. SHEEESH. Imagine, we we're going on-and-off since day 1 of our chapter! This is insane! Bakit ba ayaw niya mag-move on??? He keeps on coming back to me kahit AYAW NA AYAW ko na!(On contrary, he already did. He tried to like someone else pero sabi ng friend niya[master] it NEVER worked out. my golay!) He's one hell of a shiiiiiiit!


ANOTHER ISSUE: INVE-STUPIDITY.

Kirby called me up awhile ago[FINALLY SHE REMEMBERED HER OLD FRIEND!] asking me if I'll be attending the Inve. At ang sabi ko: "oo sige." Then she told me all about the details and who'll be the guests. Then I'll be paying for the food in case i'll be attending it. At tinanong ko siya kung may t-shirt ako and necker because I asked her before na in case magawa ung tshirt & necker i'll be getting one and I'm willing to pay for it. Guess what did she said? "Wag na kasi sayang lang sa gastos AT baka di mo lang magamit kasi hindi ka na magaaral diba?" OH WELL GEE THANKS! [hindi na ako kumontra after she said that.] And one more, when I found out that the directress-slash-principal will be attending too, my heart was beating very fast that I felt i'll be dying at that moment! Ayoko kayang makita niya ako dun! So as of this moment, I'M HAVING SECOND THOUGHTS OF ATTENDING. Parang ayoko na nga eh. Maybe next week nalang ako pumunta?? Err well....FATE WILL TELL if I'm still destined to drop by at that place.


LAST ONE. ETCHUSERANG FROG.

I was scolded by my magaling na mama because---of drinking some medicine. Kaysa daw wala sa oras AND nakakataba daw uminom at that time.[10:30pm or something like that nung time na yun.] Edi hindi na ako umiom. Tapos tinalakan nanaman ako. ANO BA?? HINDI NA NGA AKO UMINOM EH TULOY PARIN ANG SERMON MO??? Masyado ka nang out of place, dude! And THIS is my BODY, NOT YOURS!


GRRRR I JUST HATE THIS DAY FUCCCCCKKKIINNG MUCH!!!


[**** IM JUST POURING OUT MY FEELINGS. THIS DOSEN'T MEAN THAT I DON'T CARE ANYMORE FOR Y'ALL.]

HITSUU-CHAN MUST BE DREAMING. ;))~♥

Wee! I'm done with my 2nd AMV. Kaso I changed my plan para sa 2nd AMV ko eh haha. Imbes na 'After Dark' ung music naging 'I Must Be Dreaming'. Kasi parang mas may sense ung message nung song tsaka saktong sakto sa TDDR. Kaya ayun. haha. And FOR THE RECORD,, that was the fastest AMV I made.. 6 hours ko lang kasi ginawa. haha. I usually make AMVs for 3 days up to 1 week[ohmygawd!] or so. Katam kasi ako minsan eh hehe. Well, here I bring you my another AMV dedicated to TDDR! Enjoy.ü









BTW. I already started making my 3rd AMV tribute for TDDR! Watch out for that! haha lolx.ü



Pero minsan nagtataka narin ako sa sarili ko kung bakit ang dami-dami kong ginagawang AMV for TDDR... Maybe because Hitsuu was the protagonist? HAHA WELL... I DAMN LOVE HIM. Maybe that's why I kept making AMVs for his movie. <3





ayiiiiii~ 大好きだよ, Hitsuu-chan!ü [<--I LOV3 YOU, HITSUU-CHAN!*in Japanese language. * {I'M STILL IN STUDY MODE REMEMBER??;))}]

OOH SOO HAPPY.ü

Despite of my tons of problems, I've forget them even once in my life--today. WEEE! Dami pa pala akong friends sa cyberworld na nagpapasaya sakin once in a while.ü natuwa ako sa mga testi nila sakin--and that made my day today! ;))



Second, I'm done watching TDDR english subbb!!!! My gawd naiyak ako infairness...may part kasi dun na nakakaawa c hitsu eh. waaah. And I loved the movie--as a whole! Hindi pa nga ako nagsasawa panuorin yun ng paulit ulit eh hehe. Plus, I've already made one AMV for TDDR! Watch it for yourselves.ü











•••BTW. Thanks Ruzzel and 'close'[Clarü] for making my day today. ;))

bleachTRIFIED. XD

Okayyyy, may TDDR english sub na [yehey!] so I'm in the middle of downloading that. Kaso hindi ko siya maiwanan because of a funny reason--pinapaypayan ko yung DSL ko! wahahaha! Mainit kasi yung place ng PC ko d2.. walang hangin. Eh baka maputol yung DL ko. sayang time. hehe. Kaya binabantayan ko sya. So while I'm making bantay-bantay to my DLs, naisip ko na din mag-blog. haha.

Well kahit na nagsasaya ako mag-DL ng TDDR, badtrip padin ako--for TWO reasons. The first one is uber tampo ako sa mga old friends ko. Hindi ko alam kung baluktot ang reason ko or what, basta this is what I really feel.

The othey day kasi, I've seen some comments from my former students na wala daw silang Scouting nung Friday. SO nagtaka ako. Then I asked some friends kung bakit. May fieldtrip daw sila. 'Ah Ok.' yun ang sabi ko. Then at that time I was quite jealous[or envious??],whatever it was. Bakit they NEVER told me about it? Even for a single word? Or maybe a ring at my phone? I wasn't aware na may ganun pala sila. I felt crying at that time. BUT I DID'NT. Even a single tear NEVER flowed on my cheek. Kasi ayaw na ayaw akong nakikita ni mama na umiiyak just because for a stupid reason. So I took a deep breath and relaxed myself para di ako umiyak. Then afterwards kinuwento ko yun kay mama. All she said was, "Bakit kailangan mo pa kasing magtanong sa kanila eh hindi ka naman din nagaaral dun?" My reason was, Sana naman nagkuwento sila kasi naging kaibigan naman nila ako diba? And the last thing she said about that topic was, "Kung tunay ka nilang kaibigan, sila ang magkukusang magsasabi nun sayo. Eh hindi eh. Kinalimutan ka na nila, kaya kalimutan mo na rin sila."


Kaya at that point, na-realize ko na it's time to be independent. Wag na wag ka nang aasa sa kanila for anything. Your world is too different from them. Too far. Kaya ngayon I'm already having second thoughts kung pupunta pa ba ako sa Investiture nila. Baka nga hindi ko mamalayan tapos na pala yung investiture and I DAMN MISSED IT. And kung makakapunta man ako sa Inve., I want to show them all na nagbago na ako. I want to prove them na may kaya akong ipakita na THEY WOULD NEVER EXPECT THAT I CAN DO IT. And I'm planning to have that as my LAST visit to them. It's quite annoying na rin na dalaw ako nang dalaw dun for nothing. Baka nga sa iba na ako nagaaral eh dalaw parin ako nang dalaw dun. Oh well, time will tell if I still deserve to go back and study there. [Sorry friends kung nasasaktan kayo, I'm just telling the truth--kaya nga 'It's REALITY' ang title ng blog ko eh. It's about the reality I'm facing right now that it really hurts me to accept. BUT I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS!]


The SECOND reason why I'm in a badtrip mode, kasi I'm having headache for almost 5 days or so. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit eh, pero kapag tinutulog ko to, pag gising ko wala nang sakit. Then kinabukasan meron ulit tapos itutulog ko mawawala. Baka gutom lang to? Hindi eh. I'm controlling myself from eating alot. Di ba nga diet mode ako? [haha] But the sad thing is, I don't see any improvements from myself. grrr! Nage-exercise naman ako every morning eh then I don't eat or drink anything after 8pm....huhu! Kailangan yata gawin ko ang ginawa ng mom ko, which was she DIDN'T EAT anything for 3 months! And after that, uber payat na niya. GRABE. Kaso the side effect was she can't think properly. AS IN di na niya alam kung anong ginagawa niya. Kaya iniiwasan yun ni mama na gawin ko yun sa sarili ko. Oh well.


Sige I'll be waiting for my DL to be completed. ü

TDDR FEVER.;*))

Ayan ah pinagpilitan ko padin mag blog kahit na busy ako. Kasi naman, my uber looooong wait is OVER! Bleach Movie 2: The Diamond Dust Rebellion is already out in the net world! Yeah! Mapapanuod ko na siya!! And I actually finished watching it--just before writing here in my blog. Kaso nga lang it has no subtitles yet. Maybe tommorrow pa yun magkakaroon. [Potek na ambagal mag sub ng Dattebayo eh amff.]

***9/6/08--5:56pm^ THERE'S STILL NO SIGN OF ANY TDDR ENGLISH SUBS! arrrrggghhh!!


You know what I did while watching the RAW version of TDDR? Nilaktawan ko lang naman yung ibang mga scenes and I just watched the scenes where my first animé lover appeared--- c HITSUGAYA!!!! [my gosh I think I'm going to die because of him! weeeee.<3] Kaya ko naman nilaktawan yung mga scenes kasi hindi ko rin maiintindihan kung papanoorin ko lahat eh. HELLO? It was dubbed by Japanese kaya! Eh hindi naman ako gaanong marunong magsalita ng Japanese eh. I'm still in the aral mode in terms of Japanese language. hahahaha! I'll just be waiting for the ones with English subs para maintindihan ko. And I'm planning of downloading the whole movie para gumawa ako[hopefully] ng AMV tribute for TDDR..! Maybe i'll be making 2[ung isa After Dark & ung isa ung Hikari No Rokku--SANA.]


I wish I could achieve that. Weeee!~♥ hitsuu love.


````BTW. Happy Birthday Sofia Indira Odessa Ang! Sorry tlga ah I really can't make it to your party. But hey, thanks for remembering me!ü

I HATE MY NEW HAIR!!!!!

OMG! Nagsisisi na tuloy ako bakit pa ako nagpauto sa ka-churvahang ginawa ni mama sa hair ko. Holy cow! She did some hair coloring to me and presto, nagmukha akong tsaw huan. waaaah!!!! I TERRIBLY HATE MY NEW HAIR! Wait until I take a pic of myself. I'm still not ready pa eh. kaasar talagaaa! Pano kaya pag dumalaw ako ulit sa Sakya, what in the freaking world would they say about my stupid hair-do?? huwaaaaah!!!! X((. I can already imagine what would it be...arrrgh!..!



~BTW. The worm in my recent blog[ung may pricky fur] was called as HIGAD. My GAD! Ang bantot ng name! wahahahaha! That's why I uber hate it!

Go AWAY you fcuking higads!!!!!